Final Update

For those who have not heard, Laura passed into the presence of her Lord on Thursday, March 19, 2009 after a long stay in the hospital and then going to Frederick's Hospice Kline House in Mt. Airy, MD with her husband, Clint, at her side. She fought a valiant battle against cancer but finally her body could take no more. If you have any questions, please contact Clint at cguthrie@rcn.com. Thank you for checking Laura's blog and I would like to hear from you.

Blessings,
Clint

Hi, Everyone!

Several of you have asked about my blog, which hasn't been updated for quite a while. I really haven't felt very well for the past few months so sitting at the computer is a bit of a chore.

This picture is of me and Heloisa, my sister-in-law, when they came to visit in November. I actually had some hair then. It's all gone again! My sister Martha was also here, as were my brother Bill and niece, Sonia. (Bill and Heloisa's daughter) We had a wonderful visit, even though it was a short one.

Here's the latest on my medical treatment. The doctor has taken me off all chemo treatment. While on the chemo drugs, I was having to go to the hospital at least once a week for transfusions of either platelets or red blood. The chemo treatments were just too rough on my blood counts. We are still trying to see my body regain its strength and normalcy even now. I am taking a hormonal treatment instead right now. The drug is one given to breast cancer patients, Tomoxefin. It has shown to be effective in ovarian cancer in 20% cases, so we are praying for its effectiveness with me. I have some difficulty with a swollen tummy all the time. The abdomen swells with fluid called ascites and this causes a great deal of discomfort. I've had the fluid removed two times and there was some relief. Then, of course, there's always something else. I came down with a case of shingles. Youch! It's mostly healed up, but the nerve endings are still sensitive to touch and just give me pain whenever they want to.

Please feel free to write me an email. I don't usually answer the house phone, but do try to return calls on my cell phone. Sometimes it just takes me a few weeks to get those calls answered. Please be sure you leave your phone number if you do call on our house phone.

Thanks for all your continued concerns and prayers. Many of you have sent beautiful Christmas cards, and these have been such a pleasure to us. Unfortunately, I won't be sending cards this year. But, Clint and I do wish you a very Merry Christmas.

Finally, an Update That's Current

Update #15

Hi Everyone,

This morning I had the first treatment in my second round of Cyberknife. We had to be in Baltimore ready to go at 8:30… which was a bit early, but meant we were finished by noon. We have tomorrow off, but return to Sinai on Thursday morning and Friday morning to complete the treatments. The target is a tumor on the left lobe of my liver. Treatment is about 45 minutes to an hour during which time I must lie perfectly still.

We won’t know the results of this round of treatments for several months, but we look forward, hopefully, to sharing good news around the end of the year that it has been successful in killing off this tumor.

I continue the chemo treatments of Cisplatin and Gemzar every other week. My body is beginning to get a little stronger with the more recent treatments, but until last week I was having quite a bout with nausea and vomiting – and an inability to keep any food down. Last week, the nurses gave me Emend, an anti-nausea drug, to control the nausea and vomiting, and, PRAISE, it worked. I’ve been able to eat some food as well, do some reading, and get up and move around more.

We ask for your prayers this week as I go to the next two treatments of Cyberknife. It is difficult to hold perfectly still and actually can be painful to hold a specific position for a long period of time. Please pray that I will be relaxed and calm as I face these treatments. We also ask that you pray for continued healing and the dying-off of this tumor.

Thank you for your prayers and support in so many ways,
Clint and Laura

Here's a bit of an update!

It's been over a month since I put a post on the blog. Thank you to so many of you who have called me or sent emails or cards wondering how things were going. I appreciate your notes so much.

In March, about a month after the cyberknife, I had a PET scan. (There will be another one in May.) You may recall that I mentioned the cyberknife may take anywhere between four months to a year to determine its effectiveness. Well, the one in March indicated there was already significant decrease in the size of two of the liver tumors. The third tumor showed some decrease, although not as significant. We'll know a little more in May when I meet with Dr. Chu and Dr. Moreland following the May PET scan.

That was good news, but the March scan also showed some disappointing things as well. Tumors were developing on two of my lymph nodes, on two spots in the peritoneum (lining of the abdomen), and another spot on my spleen. In addition to that my CA-125 shot up over 1,000. Dr. Hudhud made the decision to put me back on chemo right away -- two drugs -- Cisplatin and Gemzar. He mentioned that these are both pretty strong drugs, and that it would be hard to stay on a regular schedule with it as they tend to affect blood counts. Since my body has always been able to handle chemo with little to no side affects, I was pretty confident that all would be "easy going." Well, that hasn't been the case. My blood counts -- platelets, red, and white blood cells -- just won't cooperate. And with low blood counts, the chemo has to wait.

In the past five weeks, I've only been able to have chemo two times. One of those was reduced potency, and still the next week (that would be today), everything is too low. In fact, today, the platelets are so low, I have to go to the hospital for a platelet transfusion. Shots today and shots tomorrow to build up the count so I can have chemo next Tuesday. This is where I need your prayers. Please pray that these counts would be so stimulated by all the extra support they are getting from Procrit, Neulasta, and the platelet transfusion that chemo would be an easy decision next Tuesday.

The exhaustion continues. I've always worn out early in the evening, but now it is absolutely ridiculous. I come home, fix a little dinner, sit down and eat, get comfortable in my LazyBoy recliner, and I'm out for two or three hours. Just can't get up and do anything... until it's time for bed. Dr. Hudhud told me that the chemo is responsible for the exhaustion... and, obviously, the low blood counts are connected to this as well.

Thanks for your prayers.... I look forward to my next post sharing some upbeat news about how God has answered these prayers.

Where've I Been?

You know, sometimes things just seem to go into a "limbo" mode for a while, and that pretty well describes where I've been for about three weeks. I seem to have been TOTALLY exhausted when I got home from school, and as soon as I sat down, I was off in "snooze land." Don't know if I can blame this on the Cyberknife, or not. The doctors at Sinai told me that radiation does make you "mildly fatigued," but I would put my fatigue after a day at work in the "tremendously fatigued" category. Clint has been fortunate to get a few sentences out of me before I've been off in dream land. But, with the time change today, I can already tell that the sunlight in the evening will give me a little extra boost of energy. At least, I hope so.

Take a look at the photo. Look closely and you'll notice it's a coconut. Two of my wonderful "nutty" friends took a quick vacation to Florida over President's Day weekend, and they MAILED (yes, US MAIL) the coconut to me. The "return address" said, "From 2 nuts, to 1 nut. " So true! But, what fun we had, the day the coconut arrived at school. It was really just a bit like being in Florida myself.

Since the first week that my friends at Spring Ridge Elementary School and my friends throughout the Frederick County Public Schools system found out I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer in February of 2006, I've been blessed repeatedly... again, and again... with friends who have helped me know that I am loved and prayed and cared for. That my two buddies took the time to discover the coconut, concoct the idea, and find a post office that would "post" it (be sure and look closely at the stamp held on with staples)... this meant so much to me. Thanks, Donna and Betsy! And, thanks to all of you who continue to email me, send cards, ask how I'm doing, and listen when I tell you! You are an amazing lifeline to me!

Me and the CK Robot

Here I am with my new friend, the Cyberknife robot. Shall I call him Roby? And, check out the referee vest. This is what it looks like as I'm getting hooked up and positioned on the table. Clint was allowed to come in and take a few pictures. Once I lie down on the table, and get settled into the cradle, I don't move until everything is over. Total time is about two hours. I was a little nervous about holding still for that long, but it's amazing what you can do when you set your mind to something.



After I lie down, the sensors are hooked up to the white stripes on the vest, and the "arm" that senses my breathing is directed toward me and the robot. Next, the technician wraps my arms, legs, and feet in those wonderful heated blankets, leaving my referee vest uncovered. This allows the breathing sensor to send a message from my vest to the robot during the treatment, causing the robot to adjust the shooting of the radiation to match my breathing.

Next, my CDs are put in a CD player (that really make the time pass faster), and the technician does the final positioning of my body. The table moves up and down, back and forth, and the tech actually comes in the room and moves me physically a little to the left or right. I'm not quite sure how it is all done, but there are several lasers beaming across me during this part of the set-up. All this assures that everything is positioned exactly like the CT and PET scans I had last week. This part takes about 15 minutes. Either a physicist or surgeon must be present for the final go-ahead, and then the big, lead door slowly closes. The door is about ten inches thick. This is the big signal that the treatment is about to begin.

Michael, yesterday's technician, explained to me that Roby, the CK robot, will follow the exact pattern each day. So, my treatments are all the same. I had a treatment on Thursday, and one yesterday (Friday). My final treatment is Monday afternoon. So far, I'm feeling fine, just very tired, with some pain in my back. Gratefully, Tylenol takes care of that discomfort. I have to take an anti-nausea pill each day before the treatment, but have had no problem with nausea. Mostly, I sleep and think of reasons why ice-cream will make me feel better!

Yesterday as I was leaving, Michael, the tech, told me I get to take my referee shirt home with me. I guess this means I will need to brush up on the rules of football or basketball so I can use my shirt. I've been wondering what part-time job I could work into next year after retirement, so perhaps this is my answer! Okay, let's see, no tripping the guy with the football, right? Free throw! or... It's not nice to bump into the guy with the basketball who is trying to make a basket... five yard penalty! Do I have it right?

Thanks for your prayers that Cyberknife does what it's supposed to do -- kill those three tumors on my liver. We are so grateful for this opportunity -- just imagine... surgery... with no wound or major recovery problems. I go back to work on Tuesday! Our experience with Sinai Hospital staff has been very pleasant and inviting. They have made a rather complex process into a simple step-by-step procedure, and we praise God that this procedure was made available to us. Keep praying.

Got the Call!

We got the phone call today. JoAnn, our cyberknife coordinator, called today to tell me that Dr. Chu had been in to contour my films, so the radiology oncology team is ready for me to come in for my first treatment. Hearing that term, "contour," forced me to ask JoAnn if there was any way they might be planning to "contour my body." Fortunately, JoAnn has a sense of humor and assured me that if contours of the body were possible, she would have already taken care of that for herself.


The scheduled first treatment with the cyberknife is planned for Thursday of this week, February 7. No other dates are confirmed at this time, but since they try to get all the treatments in quickly, it is likely I will go in on Friday and probably Monday. JoAnn told me that the treatments will be from three to five days, approximately two hours each. As I learn more, I'll put it on this site.


Thanks to Clint who tirelessly drives me to my appointments and waits patiently for me to complete my treatments. He's just terrific!

Sick With a Cold

Take a look at the photo and you'll get a good idea of what I've been up to for the past week and a half. Don't know if I had an old-fashioned or new-fashioned cold, but whatever it was, I ran a fever for three days, controllable down to the 99s only with Tylenol. As soon as the Tylenol wore off, then the temp edged its way back up to 100 and 101. After three days of "no improvement," I started in on an antibiotic and the fever went away immediately. However, the cold continued. Note that the Kleenex box is completely empty. It was opened "brand new" on the first day of the cold, so you can see that I am doing my best to keep Kimberly-Clark in business. Unfortunately, I missed three days of school because of this nasty little cold, but since returning to school on Monday, I've felt fine... although Kleenex box #2 is slowly diminishing as well. We're using lots and lots of hand sanitizer!


During this time I've had the cold we've also been making progress on the Cyberknife procedures. The fiducials were implanted on Monday, January 21st. There were no complications or problems at all with this procedure. Then on Wednesday of this past week, January 30th, we went back to Sinai Hospital in Baltimore for the PET and CT scans in preparation for the "surgical" radiation -- the actual Cyberknife treatments.


We arrived at the hospital Wednesday morning just in time for my appointment at 10:00. I was outfitted with an IV and dutifully drank my pre-CT scan juice! (Yummy!!) Then the technicians fitted me with my breathing vest for the Cyberknife and the "cradle" that will be used for all the cyberknife treatments. The breathing vest is actually more like an Under-Armour shirt. It looks a little like a referee's shirt and is made of some sort of very comfortable Spandex-like material. It has black and white strips with leads of some sort on the front that, I guess, radio-signal my breathing to the Cyberknife robot. (For those of you who have ever had a chest CT scan and have had to hold your breath for what seems to be an eternity, you can appreciate this vest. No breath-holding!)


In addition to the vest, my "cradle" was set up. The material felt something like a bean bag when I laid down in it. The technician wiggled me around on it here and there, positioned my arms, and then applied heat followed by the creation of a vacuum, and then when it cooled down, there it was... the cradle that will assure I retain the same position for each of the treatments. From that point on, all the scans I had on Wednesday were done with me in the cradle maintaining that same, consistent position. Except for about an hour and a half in the middle of the day, I was either getting ready for, being injected with contrast and waiting, or lying perfectly still on the scanner table until 4:00 in the afternoon. Since I had had nothing to eat or drink during this time, and had a raging "no caffeine" headache when I came out from the radiology section to the waiting room, I glanced at Clint with a look of despair and said, "Take me to the cafeteria for a cup of coffee... now!" Poor thing, he'd been sitting there waiting for me all day long as well. However, he was more than happy to get me to a cup of coffee. :-)


We are waiting now for the go-ahead dates for the actual Cyberknife. Dr. Chu is my oncology surgeon. He must review all the films from Wednesday, and meet with the radiology oncologists to determine how they will attack the three tumors in my liver. Then they will program the computer to tell the robot what to do, and finally, the robot and I will get together for a little morning or afternoon soiree! We were told by Dr. Coleman, one of the radiology oncologists at Sinai, that I would probably receive treatments on 2-3 days (all within the same week) and that the treatments may last anywhere from 90 minutes to three hours.


While we aren't certain WHEN I'll be called to Sinai for my first treatment, we are hoping that it could be as early as next Wednesday, February 6. More likely, however, it will be the following week. We'll try to take some photos of the set-up and the robot to share on this site. Please keep this process in your prayers -- the calculations and configurations must be right so that only the bad tumors are killed. We ask special prayers for the doctors -- it's just so amazing what medical science is able to accomplish now! But, we believe that God directs their thoughts and gives them the wisdom to make the right decisions. We trust that God is in control. What comfort and assurance this gives us as we face the next few weeks. Thanks for your prayers.

Fiducial Placement on Monday

Here's a photo I found on-line of the type of fiducials that will be implanted on Monday. Yes, the first step in Cyberknife has started. I'm scheduled for the surgical procedure as an outpatient at Sinai Hospital in Baltimore on Monday morning at 11:00 am. This photo gives us a good idea of the size of the gold seeds (the four straight bars on the right) that will be placed in and around the liver tumors. We understand that the procedure will be done much like a needle biopsy. I won't even have to miss a day of school for this procedure as it is being done on a holiday. I should be back at work on Tuesday with little to no side-effects. This radiosurgery is absolutely amazing! More later!

Lovely Snowfall

This is the beautiful scene we awoke to on Friday morning. We weren't expecting a big snow, but God surprised us with his handiwork. Clint took this picture from our deck, looking across to the mountains. There was also a light fog in the air, so the entire area looked like a mystical wonderland. But, then... of course, it was off to work, and the "mystical" gave way to reality.

All the children at school were disappointed that we didn't have a snow day, but as the day developed and the temperature warmed up to almost 40 degrees, we enjoyed the day at school. It was especially fun for me as my school celebrated another "Guthrie Day," when everyone in the school dons the Orioles tee-shirt with the name Guthrie on back. (I am being so spoiled this year.) The children have been working on rewriting the words to long-time familiar songs using instruments and rhythm. The words were all about me, including some of my favorite expressions... such as "doing our best every day and every way" and "scrumptious golden corn." And included some details about my life outside of school, including my Subaru, Harry the dog, born in Texas, and travel around the world. We held a whole school assembly, and each grade from kindergarten through fifth grade performed a song. Clint was there, and enjoyed the little ones as well. As soon as I have some photos to share I'll post them.

What's Up?

What's a girl to do when she wakes up at 1:11 in the morning and can't go back to sleep? Well this morning, I took a picture of my wonderful new slippers (Christmas present from my sister, Martha) and the sleepy look on Harry's face. These slippers are made out of those socks that years ago, folks cut up, re-stitched together, stuffed, and created into cute little monkeys with long curly tails. If you could turn my feet upside down, you could see the monkey smile, his nose and his button eyes. Aren't they adorable? My sister has a pair just like them. We also have monkey pajamas to match.

But what I truly love about this photo is the sleepy look on Harry's face. He really doesn't like it on nights when I can't sleep. At least he doesn't like it while I'm wandering around trying to decide what to do. He prefers for me to get settled in my Lazy-boy recliner, wrapped up in the down blanket and the soft, soft reindeer blanket, so that he can jump up in my lap, cozy up and go back to sleep. But this morning, I just wouldn't cooperate.

What is this about not being able to sleep? Perhaps it's the blood pressure medicine I'm on... does anyone know if that keeps your adrenaline pumping so you can't sleep? Perhaps I'm having "sympathy pains" for my sister who has been getting up for several weeks with Zoe at 2:30 in the morning. Is that possible? Whatever it is... I'm ready to return to sleeping through the night. However, just about the only thing that will put me back to sleep is to find MASH re-runs on the tv. And, those re-runs are never around when you need them.

Now for an update on my treatment as it's looking right now. The good news is that I have been given the "green light" for Cyberknife, something I've been talking about for over a year. So, over the next 30 days or so, I will receive radiosurgery through this robotic device at Sinai Hospital in Baltimore. If you’re interested in the details of the procedures, you can check out http://www.accuray.com/ for a look at the machine, and to the right you can view a video. In the next few days, Clint and I are hoping the process will begin with the implantation of 4-5 gold fiducials (about the size of a grain of rice) in and around my liver. These will be the guide for the robot to know where the tumors are as I’m breathing during treatment. The placement of the fiducials is an out-patient surgical procedure. They will be inserted with a needle similar to a biopsy. Between that time and the actual robotic surgery (called non-invasive surgery), I will be fitted with a vest; a cradle will be molded for my body to rest in during the surgery (no movement allowed), and new CT and PET scans to the mm instead of the usual cm will be done. The actual surgery will require 2-3 days (all in one week) for timeframes that may be anywhere between 90 minutes and 3 hours. I cannot imagine not moving for three hours, but I do see a nap in my future.

We are waiting to hear from the doctors at Sinai for the scheduling of step 1, the placement of the fiducials. I'll put some quick posts on this site as I know what is happening and when it is scheduled to happen. Dr. Hudhud, my oncologist, is also meeting with us this Friday to talk about what chemo I need to be on. I haven't received any treatment since early December, so I need to get started on something again. Thanks for all your concern and prayers during these past few weeks. Clint and I are so appreciative of everything that you do and say to encourage us. Your prayers mean so much to us.

Keeping Lynn Awake

This year for the second time, we were thrilled to have our friend, Lynn Xu, come visit us from China. Lynn was our interpreter and "arranger of activities" when we visited China in 2003, 2004, and 2005. We taught English in several elementary and middle schools there, and fell in love with China and the Chinese people. Lynn has twelve-year old twin daughters who are the delight of her life. In 2006, Lynn was granted a visa and came to see us and many of her other American friends.

In early December -- just last month, we were Lynn's last leg of her second trip to the US. From Maryland, she was headed back home to China. By the time she landed on Maryland soil, Lynn had already been to Minnesota, Oklahoma, Indiana, and Spur, Texas. There were probably a few more places in her itinerary as well. Everywhere she went she had the opportunity to share about her work in China. She was always a bundle of energy! But when we would get her home at night, we all grabbed a pillow and a blanket, curled up in a Lazy Boy recliner or sofa, and we'd start talking. One night, it was just too much for her.. and I caught her in this great picture. Does this mean that Clint and I can be boring? Heaven forbid! We can hardly wait for Lynn to come back.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Hope that your Christmas was wonderful and that you are looking forward to a relaxing and enjoyable new year's celebration. Clint and I love to enjoy New Year's at home -- guess it's a sign of our "homebodiness" -- is there such a word? We enjoyed a quick trip to Nashville to be with my sister and her family for Christmas day and then hurried back to Frederick to make an appointment with my oncologist.

My news from the oncologist visit wasn't what we had hoped for. This visit was a review of the PET scan from December 21 as well as the recent problems I've been having with my blood pressure (resulting from the chemo drug Avastin). Unfortunately, the tumors are growing on my liver -- there are two definite ones, and another new spot on the liver that looks like an additional "area of concern." Also, the CA-125 has started going up again -- it's at 64. It seems to indicate some activity in my abdomen. Dr. Hudhud isn't quite sure of the treatment he will go for... possible cyberknife or some other radiology. He also mentioned cistoplatin and something I can't pronounce or even begin to spell. There is also a clinical trial at Hopkins that my sister, Martha, read about on the ovarian cancer site. Between last Friday's appointment and next Friday's appointment (January 4), Dr. Hudhud will talk to the doctor at Hopkins and the cyberknife doctor at Sinai (both hospitals in Baltimore) and determine what is the best treatment for me at this time.

Certainly, this disappointment has been another bump in the road. It's just so important to stay positive and keep on "keeping on." Please be in prayer that my doctor, Dr. Hudhud, will be given God's wisdom as he determines the next step in my treatment.

When I was first diagnosed with cancer, I sat reading my Bible one of those nights that I could not sleep, and found a passage which Clint and I have both held tightly to throughout these two years. It's Isaiah 30:18-21... "The Lord longs to be gracious to you; He rises to show you compassion. How gracious He will be when you cry for help! As soon as He hears, He will answer you. Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, your teachers will be hidden no more; with your own eyes you will see them. Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you saying, 'This is the way; walk in it.'" For this reason, we have trusted our doctors completely as they have suggested specific treatments. So, we pray continually for those doctors who make decisions about medication, surgery, and treatment. Please join us this week in praying heartedly for Dr. Hudhud, my oncologist here in Frederick; Dr. Chu, cyberknife doctor at Sinai Hospital; Dr. Armstrong, clinical trial doctor at Johns Hopkins Hospital; and Dr. Yu, cardiologist in Frederick. I hope and pray that our Lord God "whispers in their ears, telling them the way that we should walk."

Thank you for your continued prayers. Your hope and support is a great encourager to me and to Clint!

The Beach at Thanksgiving

Every year for about the past 20 years, Clint and I have gone to the beach at Thanksgiving. We used to stay in a friend's condo on the beach close to 100th Street, but then her family discovered how wonderful it is in Ocean City at Thanksgiving time. In fact, we believe the whole world has discovered this. When we first started coming over here, there were about two restaurants open. We were always able to find one open for Thanksgiving lunch, but it took some searching. Now... there are many restaurants... many hotels... the main street through OC (the Marylander's fond name for Ocean City) is always busy -- all three lanes going north and south. However, now we've found another quiet spot over here. Our motorhome goes anywhere, and today we are parked just behind the dunes right on the beach. It's beautiful, but windy. Today is supposed to be 70 degrees, but tomorrow night down to 28 degrees. We'll enjoy today. Here's a picture of Clint I took earlier today. It's his 63rd birthday! Wow! The other picture is of one of the ponies munching on grass near our motorhome -- that's our motorhome in the background. We wish you a wonderful Thanksgiving. We are headed into town in about an hour or so for turkey dinner.

A New Friend

Recently, Spring Ridge had the privilege of hosting an exchange teacher from Switzerland. Barbara Leuman was with us for three weeks. What a pleasure! The boys and girls really grew to love her wonderful sense of humor, the great stories she told, and the activites she engaged them in. It was a fun experience for all of us. Barbara lives in a small town, Lillis, a village smaller in population than our school. The photos she shared with us were incredible. The small cabin in the middle of the "hillside" picture below is the hut she and her husband own, way up on one of the mountains. It's quite a hike up the mountain to the hut, but it's a place where they can "get away" for reading and enjoying nature. The water is fresh and it's quiet and peaceful. Barbara is a special education teacher in a small school in another village. Her commitment to her students was evident. She is an outstanding teacher. As always, when meeting a new friend, the hardest part is saying good-bye. We were blessed to have her with us, and look forward to keeping in touch with her for years to come. Perhaps Clint and I will take a trip to Switzerland in a year or two. :-)

Now I need a "Sweet 14.2" cake

Just a quick note to let you know the latest good news! When I went to my chemo treatment today, Clint asked the nurse if the results were back from last week's CA-125. Well, she had the results, and the numbers are down to 14.2!! Praise God again! It looks like I may have to stop by the grocery store again and pick up a "Sweet 14.2" cake. Thank you for your continued prayers for my improved health.

My blood pressure seems to be going up lately... one of the possible side effects of the Avastin. Today it was up to 156/96. That's a little bit of a concern. Liver tumors... blood pressure.. cancer cells... aching bones... stiff neck... and Maryland allergies. Even though I don't really think of myself as a 61-year-old, my body loves to remind me every morning when I roll out of bed. In spite of all the aches and pains, I am thrilled that I have a job that gives me such joy, a husband that loves me and tolerates my moods, and friends who care enough to pray for me. Thanks!

New Update

I posted my latest update tonight. #13! If you aren't on my update list, but would like to be, let me know and I'll add you to the distribution list.

Last Monday, October 1, I had a follow-up PET scan. We were hoping for some earth-shattering results -- like the great CA-125 count a few weeks ago. However, the latest information from that scan are a bit contradictory. Dr. Hudhud explained that we are still early in the transition from one chemo regimen to another, so no reason to worry. Here’s what the report said, loosely translated into my non-doctor language… “one of the tumors showed an increase in size; the other tumor showed a decrease in size.” Go figure! There are no new tumors, however! So... Praise God!

We don't have any update on the CA-125. That will come next week. Keep an eye on this site for those results.

Now, an explanation of all the arms in the photo. In the spring and summer of 2006 when I out of school for six months, my staff at Spring Ridge was absolutely amazing. Their support and constant vigilance was expressed in one show of affection and attention after another. No principal could feel more loved than I. They all wore bracelets studded with teal beads during that time. Teal is the color that represents ovarian cancer. So in September, to support National Ovarian Cancer Awareness month, we put our bracelets back on and put our arms together for a show of support. My arm is the one in the red sweater. Thanks again to my wonderful staff members who are patient and caring and consistently concerned. You're the best!

More Pictures of the Bash

Read the post below to find out about my Biggest Birthday Bash Ever... Enjoy a few more pictures.

My Biggest Birthday Bash

Last year was one of those milestone birthdays -- I turned 60. My staff surprised me last year with 60 beautiful yellow roses. However, I must admit that this year -- the 61st one -- will hold even more incredible memories. Unbeknownst to me, the entire school was in on a little celebration they called "Guthrie Day." While I was in the "media room" making a long list of announcements from 9:05-9:15 thinking the entire school sat in rapt attention to my every word, all the children and staff members and many parents snuck out the front door, donned Oriole baseball tee-shirts with the name GUTHRIE on the back, and prepared to yell "Happy Birthday" as I walked out the front door.

As I turned toward the front door -- my, the halls were extremely quiet -- I caught my first glimpse of over 600 people on the school lawn dressed alike in GUTHRIE tee-shirts. And, there by the front door was the Oriole Bird -- the major league team mascot -- to hug me and shower me with "bird kisses." A glance over the crowd found Clint right in the middle of it (and he told me he had a meeting to attend Thursday morning!)! I was flabbergasted, and thrilled all at once. After a happy birthday greeting and the happy birthday song, the bird, our school mascot (a kangaroo), and I greeted all our students as they filed back into the school. Parents made cupcakes -- over 650 cupcakes -- so that all the boys and girls could celebrate my birthday with cake during lunch. To all of those parents who baked, thank you, thank you!

What a fun day. The Oriole Organization (MLB) donated over 700 shirts so every single child -- from preK all the way through 5th grade -- went home with a Guthrie tee-shirt. You see, it's not that they know me... it's that the team has a young pitcher, Jeremy Guthrie #46. The shirts actually had HIS name (which is, of course, the same as mine) on them, and were left over from a giveaway night. Thanks to one of our PTA moms who checked, the Orioles donated the shirts for my birthday celebration. Thanks to everyone who had anything to do with this great day! It's definitely the Biggest Birthday Bash I've ever had!

Ya Gotta Exercise!

Lately, Clint and I have become a bit too knowledgable about food. We read all the nutritional information we can find about what is healthy and what should be avoided -- especially the things that can help prevent cancer. The funny thing is that eating a lot of one type of vegetable may decrease the risk for one type of cancer, but then increase the risk for another type. Go figure! One thing that all the experts seem to agree on, however is that we should eat five servings each day of fruits and vegetables. So... we do our best to take care of that, although we sometimes can't agree on whether or not french fries should count as a "veggie."

In a recent edition of Heal magazine, I read something that made my eyeballs bulge, "Even if a (cancer patient) is overweight, if she eats at least five servings of vegetables and fruits a day and walks briskly for 30 minutes, six days a week, her risk of death from her disease goes down by 50 percent... The key is that you must do both." Well, guess who is on the treadmill now every day for 30 minutes!!! I've included a photo of me on the treadmill, and ask that you keep this picture in your mind when you have your daily prayer time. Pray that I will not come up with lots of excuses as to why I don't have time, or the energy, or whatever might interfere with this very, very important practice. Pray that I will faithfully step on the treadmill for my 30 minutes of brisk walking each day until it becomes a part of who I am -- and a habit that I simply am unable to break.